MargotTenenbaum

Written 11-06-2009 Its been a month. Since I saw your face. Since I heard your voice. Since I worried about your well being. Now I worry about mine. I worry about running into you. I worry about how far I will go to forget you. Im okay until I realize what day it is. Until I see the cover of IntoThe Wild. Until I see your torn up book in my trash can. I still smell you ALL the time..

Written 12-2-2009 No need to say it, I already know what you are thinking. I know what I have done in the past, its not like I thought it wouldn't have consequences.. But Im not the only one to blame babe, this was both of our faults. I hurt you, and you became the person I never thought you would become. So maybe Im just a little disappointed in you too.. You've done what you need to do, you've cast me aside to wait alone until the time is right for you. But I wont be here still waiting when the time comes. Im happiest when Im among the other misfits..

You came in so softly and sweetly. Then you fucked my life up with one fatal blow.. You're a coward. You are confidence. Intelligence. .